sometimes i feel like
there is something within me
trying to get out
and that thing is okay
with tearing me apart
if need be
id just sit there
a hole in my chest
i would become
nothingness
nothingness
it sounds so sweet
when you feel the emotions
build up in your mind
until you feel like a human gernade
i walk around trying to distract myself
from all that i feel inside
all the thoughts that torment my heart
its like being beatten by your own fists
betrayed by your own psyche
poisoned by your own blood
its like my emotions
my thoughts
attack me
i am under attack
wars rage within
and i dont even know why they are there
i dont understand
this aching sensation
like claws around my heart
slowly squeezing the life out of me
does anyone hear me
please help me
it hurts

k.g.

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