its time to wake up
wake up from your sleep
wake up
wont you please
youre scaring me
you begin like this
this is your start
not your birth
or the detected beating of your heart
there is a point on the ray
of your existance
where you are meant to wake up
to come alive
we are not born to simply survive
we are made and designed to function
like stars do in the night sky
shining
giving light to those who have not found there own
break
break
break
break down to the bone
open it up and show me the marrow
that creates your blood
show me your blood lines
show me your nervous system
reveal to me the electricity
running to and from your brain
open up the currents
and let me read the messages they are sending
explain to me your thought process
let my feel the texture of your emotions
let me see that part of you
that is awake and moving and seeing and feeling
after you fall asleep at night
put your dreams and nightmares in my hands
you are just one body
just one mind
just one heart
one soul
and you believe all this is an accident
or that none of this is real
touch my hand
touch my face
feel my heartbeat
feel my lungs heave
its hard for me
dont ask why
i struggle with wanting to die
to cease to exist
because i live in a world
where people think
that they are accidents
or that they dont actually exist
or they dont think at all
and just chase after pleasures
they self-gratify
at the expense of others
do you understand
do you know what its like
to feel a victim become a predator
something eternal within them dies
it feels like your soul it being molested
when you feel the corruption
of another soul
its overwhelming
when you combine that experiance 
with your own emotions 
senses
and feelings
sleep sounds nice
i would like to sleep
but
oh
im talking to you
thats right
im sorry
i got distracted
im adhd
and im tired
my bad
what was i saying
oh thats right
are you really going to sit here and tell me
that im an accident
or not real
or worthless
and say the same about yourself
my dear wake up
please darling
im afraid that im losing you
i feel the light of your soul dimming
dont walk towards the dark
please hear me
let the words i speak sink in
past the lies that have been
shoved down your throat
past the memories youve supressed
have some of the life that is in me
dont give up so easily
just keep breathing
we will come find you
and drag you out of whatever dark pit youve fallen into
just keep breathing
keep talking to me
dont give up
we will wake you up
wake up
please

k.g.

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