little one
your mother loves you
she misses your little body
and the tiny beating of your heart
little one
you are my love
i wish you hadnt left
so soon
tears are shed for you little one
for you and your sister and brother
we miss you tiny one
at night my tears fall for lack of you
come back
come back to me
peace be in your heart
its okay to fall apart
when your love is torn to shreds
dont listen to the words spoken in fear
they want you to be okay
they want you to be just fine
but you dont have to be
you wont be
not yet
the hand around my throat 
threatens to choke me
if i dont shed these tears
im sorry
but i dont want to die inside
release the pain you hold so tight
stop hiding the tears you cry at night
let them see who you are
let us see you
let us love you
let us protect you while you grieve
i am breaking
im finally breaking

k.g.

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